Returning to Japan

When I first arrived back at school after my trip back home I was reminded just how appreciated I am here. As I walked into the staff room and greeted people with the usual ohaiyo gozaimasu (good morning) I was met with gaping mouths and gasps of “Whaaa?!”. Apparently no one actually thought I would come back even though I assured them repeatedly that I would be back before the new school year started. People who never spoke to me before came up to me to welcome me back and everyone was very grateful that I had chosen to finish my contract.

On Saturday I joined up with some of the local JETs to enjoy a picnic under the cherry blossoms in Takasaki. I have to admit that I was hesitant to go because the government has asked that people refrain from having hanami parties during this difficult time. They feel that it is a time for self-restraint, not getting drunk under the blossoms.

Now this is a very tricky situation to be in because of the cultural importance that is placed on hanami in the first place. You see, in Japan the cherry blossom is a sign of the fleetingness of life and it reminds people to enjoy the moment and treasure the time that you have. One would think that this fits in perfectly with the current situation here but hanami tends to degenerate into drunken stupors. In the end I decided to go. I’m happy I went, even though it rained a little, as I had a nice relaxing afternoon under the cherry trees.

It feels odd to be back in Japan after my visit back home but at the same time it just feels right. I couldn’t possibly abandon my students without saying goodbye. Every time I pass one of them in the hall or outside of school their eager smiles remind me why I am here.